Monday, July 25, 2011

The Hitch Hiker...



OK...So after letting Vanessa's advice marinate...and hearing from my Lil' Shire friend Brooke that her mother thought my blog was depressing...I was like...WHOA!!! Pump the breaks...So I took it to the back porch with LeeLee who was part of OUR everyday life...and she put it like this...Say that we judged...like looks...Love on a 1 - 10 scale...I loved him 10...but he only love me a 4 or 5...and I need...want..and deserve a 10...I mean I'm a big freaking deal!!! So it finally hit me that he never loved me and that it is his loss and NOT mine!!! That being said...this is supposed to be about the life of Mia Fabulous...Sorry that I got off track...but your one and only Socialite is back...~ Mia Fabulous

So today while out running errands (getting horse feed) it was pouring down rain...well...and I swear it was like a scene out of a movie...I see this guy walking down the road...Totally Buff...shirtless with the rain just pounding off his body...So me...being the nice person I am...pull over and ask if he needed a ride...He leaned into the window...with the rain drippin off his A & F body and said...Come again...I swear I melted into my seat...So I ask again...Do you need a ride into town...He grapped his sunglasses and took them off and wiped the water out of his eyes and said no thank you I'm just going right her...OMG...OK...here is the kicker...Why in the hell...would I pull over to pick up a hitch hiker...And no it was not because I was trying to do my good deed of the day...It's because I saw a total hot guy...who was all buff...walking...and let's keep that word in mind....down the road...Why in the hell am I attracted to douche bag losers...I mean HELLO...he didn't have a car...and an ever bigger kicker to the story...the house he said he was going to my police friend told me it was being watched for drugs...REALLY!!! I swear...it's like I'm in my slum phase of life...PULL THE TRIGGER...anywho...no more 4's or 5's...I'm determined to find my 10 (on both scales...LOL)

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Life Goes On...



Well...I haven't written in awhile and I can feel the effects of it...Writing was my way of venting...My own diary if you will...only the whole world could read it...Well...I'm back...You see we are approaching the 3 month mark of The Breakup!!! And most people would of moved on by now...but not me...I have tried don't get me wrong...It's just that I am the type of person that when I give someone my heart...It belongs to them...call me old fashion if you will...And yes...He is a piece of shit loser...but...he was my piece of shit loser...and I'm not gonna lie...I miss him...Momma Roni says to just give it time...and that I'm only remembering the good things...which...she is soooo right...I mean...I stay busy doing Charity work...Fundraisers...I am out almost every night...but that's just it...I'm out ever night...and I know I have to come home alone...Thank God my friend Marina is staying with my this week or I would have been a basket case!!! Am I being stupid??? I thought when you told someone you love them and they told you the same thing...that it meant forever...Well...My forever only lasted two years...and I know I have to suck it up and move on with my life...hell...I've even joined dating websites...REALLY...is that what it takes these days??? and you should see who all is out there...and just my luck everyone I'm attracted to is like 20-25...FML...here I am 30 something and getting hit on by 18 year olds or ugly fat guys...and I know beauty is only skin deep...But that ugly goes really deep as well...Just sayin'...Oh well...same shit different day...I guess I should thank him for one thing...I had true love...and don't they say that it is better to have been loved than to of had none at all...I just know one thing...I'm ready for that love again...then maybe I will be able to move on...